Legend in your own time

My heart is healing slowly after such a blow. Thanks you to all the friends that love me. I get calls every day from them telling me what a special person I am. They say that people flock to me and that I am one of the most talented people they know with so much to give. I know I have more friends then most people have and I am grateful for that. Living in Gainesville you can meet all kinds of people from all over the world. They come and go so quickly. Here for one reason or another and then off again on another adventure. I have met so many wonderful friends along the way and have been invited to join them on their next voyage. I have traveled the world keeping up with most of them. We all need friends to help us grow. I thank the universe for all of them. I equally thank it for this last relationship that allowed me to give my love.

For all the pain it has brought with it these past few weeks, the sweetness of giving my love to him was worth every moment.

Some times along the way we meet someone that we feel more then a friend to and our hearts opens to sings a song of love. These kind of people are far and few between. We call them lovers. What a wonderful time we can have when we can let down our guard and accompany the song. I love giving my heart but it’s not always safe. Not feeing safe slows me down but I will never stop looking for someone that will except what I have to give.

Not that I am a follower of the Bible but, It quotes Jesus as saying, “It is more blessed to give then to receive.’ That’s how I feel about giving love. One can only feel love by giving it. Not by receiving it.

There is a song by Carley Simon, Legend in your own time. The lyric that stick in my head are at the end of the song, “ But a legends only a lonely boy When he goes home alone. This one statement sums up my life. People think I am so wonderful and have so much going for me but at the end of the day when you open and give what you have and the one you direct your love to puts up a wall of blinders, the lonely becomes your legend after all.